My personal growth

From the beginning of the semester i have to say that my goal of exercising and loosing weight has not happened at all. I seem to get to stressed and then everything that i think that i want to do never seems to happen. I think that my actual goal of life are coming along though. I have told myself that i am going to continue on through college and i am trying my hardest to do that best that i can along with work and my children. It seems like there is never enough hours in the days or enough days in the week to do everything that i need to do. I am having more homework and work is always stressful and i never have weekends off so it is hard to find time for the homework and for my kids, which is really showing by my children acting out. And i know that i need to find an even balance some how to do it all. But work is not as important as college, but then it all comes down to the word money. If i don't work i dont have the money for all the things that we need and the huge car payments, it's like it is a never ending battle. Goals are a good thing for me to have but it seems like something can happen and just wipe all that out and then i'm back to square one.

I do not think that trying to be like someone else is a waste of time. Everyone is their own person and should want to be themselves. But to want to be like someone else is not a wasted effort. Because if that person is someone that you look up to it could be as simple as to wanting to better yourself as a person or better yourself at something. So i look at it as the point as long as you do not want to change yourself in general, but to better yourself in anyway possible nothing is never wasted.