So i guess tonight i am just writing because i am tired and sick and can not sleep so i am messing around on the computer. I have been reading this really amazing book called yesterday i cried i am also doing my book report on it. It has really affected me and made me realize that life is what you make of it. It is amazing to read everything this woman has gone through growing up and still continues to be going today. This is the type of woman that i admire, when she lets nothing stand in her way of life and to the happiness that she deserves!! I am going to change my life. I have came to the decision that i am always moaning and complaining about my life but now is the time to change it. A new year is coming upon me and I am going to start early. Tomorrow i am stopping smoking, i have tried before and always failed, but tomorrow is the day, i am going to start eatingn better and exercising. I will keep posted on how it;s all going because it is time for a change!!!